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Birth Date: Wed, Apr 26 1989

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Mesa AZ, United States (map)

I am: Single & Not Dating

Schools: Carl Sandburg High School; Northern Illinois University; Glendale Community College; The Art Institute of Phoenix

Jobs: White Castle; Jamba Juice; PA&T Insurance; Sonic; Delivering Flyers For ADT/RSVP Security


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Join the peace corp.
Live in a completely enviornmentally friendly home.
Stick to a steady exercise regime. To always be continually active.
Use my time wisely. Don't sit around when I know there are things to do.
When there is an opportunity to accel, don't say I'll wait til next time.
Don't think so much, just do.
Bring drumming back into my life as a hobby, not a chore, for myself, not for others.
Get a job.
Once I get a job, save as much money as I can for a year & find a place in L.A. No unneccessary spending!!! Ask myself why/if I need this.
Don't complain. Know that I can't control other's actions but I can take control of mine, have the best intentions & be confident in my decisions. Take responsibility for myself, not others. Stop letting people rely on me. It's just a distraction/procratination from my own responsibilites. It's not being greedy, it's having boundaries. Learn how to rely on myself.
Study motorcycle handbook & get my permit.
Use the computer only as neccessary. Don't waste unproductive hours on it accomplishing nothing.
Don't take things to heart. Realize that other people's opinions are really about themselves, not you. Grow a thick skin. What is the purpose of shrinking just because I want everyone to like me. I will never be liked by everyone. Get rid of the people I have to try to be liked by & stick with the people I'm naturally liked by. What sense does it make to keep someone in my life that likes me because I'm altering who I am. The sooner I can train my instincts to realize this, the better off I'll be. It's nothing personal, it's just the way people click.
Master time-management. I know I can do it.
When a situation calls for a few extra steps than anticipated, don't try to make it work without the needed steps. THAT ONLY TAKES LONGER WHEN I REALIZE IT WON'T WORK & I HAVE TO TAKE THE EXTRA STEPS ANYWAYS!!!
Go to school & get a degree.
Work in movie production.
Learn how to remain internally peaceful in the most stressful situatioins.

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  dobbywarnshryptr

Thu, Oct 22 09:38 PM

Well, I wasn't gunna blog tonight but I really think I should

 

It has been rough.  But you know what, I'm back in a good place.  I really need to strap down more though.  I'm not bringin it like I need to & I think I feel like I have it in me to just kick all this shit in the ass.

 

I have issues & problems that make me worry all the time, but worrying about them is not going to do anything except give me an ulcer.

 

One thing I think is legitimate to be unsure about is my eating, just because I have no idea if I'm eating enough.  I don't want to eat too much though.  I think this might be why my energy is so jacked.  I think I might take a look at the body makeover program here to kind of help guide me.  I'm scared though.  I mean, from when I first started treatment a year & a half ago to now, I thought I finally had a grip on understanding diet & how it affects your body, but once again I"m left with questions & uncertainties which just feed my anxiety & thoughts about food & my body.

 

I need to start going over my To Do list at night.  I always put it off to do until the morning, but I need to prepare myself for the next day. 

 

Consistency is something I feel is out of my grip.  Maybe if I can do one thing the same everyday for a week & then slowly build on that?  I'll start with my To Do list.

 

One step at a time. (exhale)

 

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