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Birth Date: Wed, Apr 26 1989
Place of residence:
Mesa AZ, United States (map)
I am: Single & Not Dating
Schools: Carl Sandburg High School; Northern Illinois University; Glendale Community College; The Art Institute of Phoenix
Jobs: White Castle; Jamba Juice; PA&T Insurance; Sonic; Delivering Flyers For ADT/RSVP Security
Member Since: 09/07/08
Last Login: 01/29/10
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Program in:
Program Progress: Day 42
| Join the peace corp. |
| Live in a completely enviornmentally friendly home. |
| Stick to a steady exercise regime. To always be continually active. |
| Use my time wisely. Don't sit around when I know there are things to do. |
| When there is an opportunity to accel, don't say I'll wait til next time. |
| Don't think so much, just do. |
| Bring drumming back into my life as a hobby, not a chore, for myself, not for others. |
| Get a job. |
| Once I get a job, save as much money as I can for a year & find a place in L.A. No unneccessary spending!!! Ask myself why/if I need this. |
| Don't complain. Know that I can't control other's actions but I can take control of mine, have the best intentions & be confident in my decisions. Take responsibility for myself, not others. Stop letting people rely on me. It's just a distraction/procratination from my own responsibilites. It's not being greedy, it's having boundaries. Learn how to rely on myself. |
| Study motorcycle handbook & get my permit. |
| Use the computer only as neccessary. Don't waste unproductive hours on it accomplishing nothing. |
| Don't take things to heart. Realize that other people's opinions are really about themselves, not you. Grow a thick skin. What is the purpose of shrinking just because I want everyone to like me. I will never be liked by everyone. Get rid of the people I have to try to be liked by & stick with the people I'm naturally liked by. What sense does it make to keep someone in my life that likes me because I'm altering who I am. The sooner I can train my instincts to realize this, the better off I'll be. It's nothing personal, it's just the way people click. |
| Master time-management. I know I can do it. |
| When a situation calls for a few extra steps than anticipated, don't try to make it work without the needed steps. THAT ONLY TAKES LONGER WHEN I REALIZE IT WON'T WORK & I HAVE TO TAKE THE EXTRA STEPS ANYWAYS!!! |
| Go to school & get a degree. |
| Work in movie production. |
| Learn how to remain internally peaceful in the most stressful situatioins. |














comments
Wonderful Kristen
You have an amzing ability to express what you are experiencing. You are very in touch with what is going on with you. Being so aware means that you can real change things.
I love that you wrote, "These things will get better." They will! You are very brave and you are sticking with it.
I admire your courage...
Devlyn
Agreed.....
I also admire your courage. I know it is hard right now because I have been there.
I went through similar things with flashbacks, crying and eating disorders. I know what you mean when you say you move more slowly. And actually, so did I. Facing sad and hard things takes energy and courage. I am glad to see you taking your time and taking care of you.
It won't always be this way. The crying and sadness does end. It is a season and you will have new seasons just like I did.
Thank you for the support
It really means a lot to me & always lifts my spirits.
Thank you <3