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Join Now Day 33 by dobbywarnshryptr
 
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Birth Date: Wed, Apr 26 1989

Place of residence:
Mesa AZ, United States (map)

I am: Single & Not Dating

Schools: Carl Sandburg High School; Northern Illinois University; Glendale Community College; The Art Institute of Phoenix

Jobs: White Castle; Jamba Juice; PA&T Insurance; Sonic; Delivering Flyers For ADT/RSVP Security


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Member Since: 09/07/08
Last Login: 01/29/10
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dobbywarnshryptr's Life List:
Join the peace corp.
Live in a completely enviornmentally friendly home.
Stick to a steady exercise regime. To always be continually active.
Use my time wisely. Don't sit around when I know there are things to do.
When there is an opportunity to accel, don't say I'll wait til next time.
Don't think so much, just do.
Bring drumming back into my life as a hobby, not a chore, for myself, not for others.
Get a job.
Once I get a job, save as much money as I can for a year & find a place in L.A. No unneccessary spending!!! Ask myself why/if I need this.
Don't complain. Know that I can't control other's actions but I can take control of mine, have the best intentions & be confident in my decisions. Take responsibility for myself, not others. Stop letting people rely on me. It's just a distraction/procratination from my own responsibilites. It's not being greedy, it's having boundaries. Learn how to rely on myself.
Study motorcycle handbook & get my permit.
Use the computer only as neccessary. Don't waste unproductive hours on it accomplishing nothing.
Don't take things to heart. Realize that other people's opinions are really about themselves, not you. Grow a thick skin. What is the purpose of shrinking just because I want everyone to like me. I will never be liked by everyone. Get rid of the people I have to try to be liked by & stick with the people I'm naturally liked by. What sense does it make to keep someone in my life that likes me because I'm altering who I am. The sooner I can train my instincts to realize this, the better off I'll be. It's nothing personal, it's just the way people click.
Master time-management. I know I can do it.
When a situation calls for a few extra steps than anticipated, don't try to make it work without the needed steps. THAT ONLY TAKES LONGER WHEN I REALIZE IT WON'T WORK & I HAVE TO TAKE THE EXTRA STEPS ANYWAYS!!!
Go to school & get a degree.
Work in movie production.
Learn how to remain internally peaceful in the most stressful situatioins.

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  dobbywarnshryptr

Sun, Oct 11 08:49 PM

Day 33

 

I've been really stubborn getting back into Tools.  I just worry that I'm not prepared enough to move forward.  I also worry about fitting it in because it takes me longer than I think it takes the majority, but then I remember that 1) This is not going to be forever, except for the checklist & everything I'm learning, obviously, & 2) It's essential to keep logging in to keep my mind in the right place & to stay on track.

 

I think one of things I'm having a big difficulty with is priorities.  I have a load of homework due tomorrow & I'm unfortunately going to be up late tonight.  And it's not like I have such a busy life, but it feels like I do with all these crazy thoughts!

 

I feel like I'm finally back on track though.  I'm really getting a lot better at just accepting the fallbacks & just moving on.  And today, I had to go over to my sisters to do laundry, & I have no idea why but being there triggers things for me & I just asked myself what was really bothering me & why I was having urges.  It was because I have all this homework to do & I felt behind in Tools.  After I assessed myself a little bit, despite the fact that I still have to do all this work, it was great to see what the real issue was.  The feeling is still there, but I know what I need to do & it's not as strong.

 

I kind of feel like my personality is coming back a little bit.  A lot of times I would just think things were funny or think something was sad, but if I ever expressed emotion it wasn't real, it was just to please whoever was with me.  I'm actually finding myself laughing at stuff & it's pretty awesome.

 

Another reason why it's so important to just keep logging in is because there is always something I can use & apply with what I'm dealing with.  Today is about doing the things you don't want to but you know you need to or should.  And it just makes so much sense & I feel better knowing that I'll learn to love doing those things I have a pre-conceived notion about.

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You're not alone You're not alone

 

 

I'm just getting started with "tools" and I know there will be days that I may not keep up... but the important thing is that you jump back in where you left off and keep learning!  It sounds like you are on the right track!  Keep it up!