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dobbywarnshryptr
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Birth Date: Wed, Apr 26 1989

Place of residence:
Mesa AZ, United States (map)

I am: Single & Not Dating

Schools: Carl Sandburg High School; Northern Illinois University; Glendale Community College; The Art Institute of Phoenix

Jobs: White Castle; Jamba Juice; PA&T Insurance; Sonic; Delivering Flyers For ADT/RSVP Security


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Member Since: 09/07/08
Last Login: 01/29/10
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dobbywarnshryptr's Life List:
Join the peace corp.
Live in a completely enviornmentally friendly home.
Stick to a steady exercise regime. To always be continually active.
Use my time wisely. Don't sit around when I know there are things to do.
When there is an opportunity to accel, don't say I'll wait til next time.
Don't think so much, just do.
Bring drumming back into my life as a hobby, not a chore, for myself, not for others.
Get a job.
Once I get a job, save as much money as I can for a year & find a place in L.A. No unneccessary spending!!! Ask myself why/if I need this.
Don't complain. Know that I can't control other's actions but I can take control of mine, have the best intentions & be confident in my decisions. Take responsibility for myself, not others. Stop letting people rely on me. It's just a distraction/procratination from my own responsibilites. It's not being greedy, it's having boundaries. Learn how to rely on myself.
Study motorcycle handbook & get my permit.
Use the computer only as neccessary. Don't waste unproductive hours on it accomplishing nothing.
Don't take things to heart. Realize that other people's opinions are really about themselves, not you. Grow a thick skin. What is the purpose of shrinking just because I want everyone to like me. I will never be liked by everyone. Get rid of the people I have to try to be liked by & stick with the people I'm naturally liked by. What sense does it make to keep someone in my life that likes me because I'm altering who I am. The sooner I can train my instincts to realize this, the better off I'll be. It's nothing personal, it's just the way people click.
Master time-management. I know I can do it.
When a situation calls for a few extra steps than anticipated, don't try to make it work without the needed steps. THAT ONLY TAKES LONGER WHEN I REALIZE IT WON'T WORK & I HAVE TO TAKE THE EXTRA STEPS ANYWAYS!!!
Go to school & get a degree.
Work in movie production.
Learn how to remain internally peaceful in the most stressful situatioins.

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  dobbywarnshryptr

Sun, Nov 01 07:59 PM

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I'm doing pretty well.  I haven't had any HUGE issues.  I have had minor ones that need attending to though, in regards to my eating disorder behavior.

 

I've been procrastinating A LOT.  I had homework to do & I had all week to do it, but instead I just stayed on the computer & applied for jobs, which I guess is productive, but today we're talking about "doing it now" & homework is something that I needed to do.

 

I actually got a phone call tonight for an interview!  That was fast...I got excited, but then I realized that I know nothing major about sports or equipment & the job I'm applying for is a sales position at Sports Authority.  It would be cool though, to learn more about activities.

 

Speaking of which, I just really want to have some other interests in my life.  I want to get involved, but I just don't know how to put myself out there.  It's such a vulnerable spot for me.  I tried meeting up with some people last week who were getting together to play soccer, but I've never played & I freaked that I was gunna look like a dork so I bailed.  I just feel so uninteresting.

 

I have plans to hang out with someone this weekend for the first time since I moved here.  One of the things I'm worried about is if I'll be interesting.  It's been so long since I've been involved in anything real, that I wonder if I have anything to offer.  Obviously the other thing I'm worried about is my appearance.  I keep thinking that this person doesn't remember what I actually look like, that I'm just a different image in his head, and so when we meet he's going to be extremely disappointed with what I look like.  I know that sounds so superficial, but it's what is going on in my head.

 

Now that I've got a computer running, I have no excuses.  I need to be doing tools everyday now.  Part of the "do it now" theme.  It always builds & builds into this big monster & when I approach whatever it is that I'm procrastinating, it peeks out from behind a door & it's really just a cute fluffy bunny, not a monster at all.

 

Me & my best friend had a talk about our relationship yesterday.  It always freaks me out when we have to do maintenance on our relationship because it's so solid to begin with.  It just makes things feel very real.  We just haven't been putting in the effort to call each other or stick to our word & we've both been dealing with difficult things but not really reaching out like we need to.  I mean, that's why we're friends, & we weren't doing what we were supposed to be doing for each other.  But, since there's a one hour time difference, it works out perfectly because I can call her in the morning after I wake up & get ready to work out & it will get her up for the day because she has a horrible time with the snooze button.  So we are going to start holding each other accountable.

 

School all day tomorrow, & then an interview, which I'll go in with confidence for, but I am not expecting anything - which is on the checklist right?  do not falsely expect.  So there it is. 

 

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Interesting with PLENTY to offer

It really can be hard to wonder and worry about appearance and interestingness (not a word but you follow me). The opportunity is for you to head off or counteract this thinking, SAY ALOUD " I am interesting, engaging and beautiful !"I recommend to be interested of course as well.

" I love and accept myself as I AM and am gettin better everyday!", come on say it with some force, some conviction.  These affirmations will translate into results and are true!

 

Keep putting in the good and positive and you will have good and positive results... it will shine through! You almost played soccer.. and that is OK Personally I would much rather play with someone that is fun and enthusiastic than a totally competitive WIN freak LOL with the exception being a team or league where winning counts for more (still would rather do my best and have fun)

 

More and more confidence will be yours and you will get out there more! Have an amazing interview, interview the interviewer possibly and by that ask questions about the job-opportunity to advance, training, car allowance JK on that last one and just a suggestion.

 

Still, myself working on the old self-image and honestly think I put myself in a spot as I was so amazed at he intelligence, knowledge base and diversity it overwhelmed me and I thought much as you have stated -uninteresting- and basically not good enough.

YOU are GOOD enough and have your own knowledge and experience.

Hope some of what I said makes a little sense

                            namaste

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