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Birth Date: Thu, Jul 02 1970

Place of residence:
port crane new york, United States (map)

I am: Single & Not Dating

Schools: chenango valley hs

Jobs: cook


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Member Since: 02/20/08
Last Login: 11/20/08
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2008-12-27 08:55:36

Feenz0r

Feenz0r

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Stay strong. You've fought temptation before and you can do it again. Best of luck to you and yours

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2009-02-12 21:11:26

Gary_R

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I'm looking forward to seeing how you progress, I can't say I know what you have been through, but if you need someone to face the crap with let me know.

2008-08-22 14:36:54

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Boost. Pursue your dreams and finish your goals!

2008-06-23 12:51:48

St_Nick

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thanks for sharing your story. i hope you plan to finish the challenge

2008-04-08 00:00:00

TangEnt

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Hi, I just want to say thank's for being a real person... LOL No but really I can tell your a good person like myself, that has been in some spot's like me. It's great get a pat on the back! So here's one for...

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i am a 37 year old man who still acts like a teenager.  i am having a hard time growing up.  i am a recovering drug addict and only been clean for about 3 months now.  i did have over 5 years but decided to throw it away because of my inablity to deal with certain situations.  so now here i am trying to start over even though i am much father along this time than i was when i first got clean almost 8 years ago. i dont have a lot of trust in myself and would love to change that, it just seems i am not willing to change certain things in my life i know i need to stop to get the things i desire.  i know that i am getting closer, but frustration sets in everytime i fall back into this old behavour, which i shouldnt say old because i am still doing it.  my obsession with it is so overwhelming sometimes, that it seems i just cant control myself.  i sit here and watch myself doing exactly what i dont want to do.  i try to tell myself to stop, but i go ahead and do it any way.  well that is a little of my story.  i know i will change soon.

I joined TOOLS because:
 i want to finally take control of my life
You are offered your dream job. What job is it?:
 i would love to be a golf professional
My favorite wild animal is:
 shark
Why (describe as much as possible):
 not sure really, they just fascinate me
My favorite domestic animal is (if you choose dog be specific with breed etc):
 cats
Why:
 because they have such a carefree lefe
A famous Chef will prepare anything you want. What do you order:
 lasagne
Five people either dead or alive you would have at your fantasy dinner party::
 tiger woods
Why:
 because i love golf, and hes the greatest player
If a pilot would fly you anywhere you want, you would go to:
 st andrews to play golf
My perfect slice of pizza is:
 cheese
You are at a bar. You order this drink:
 water
You are at a coffee shop. What coffee or tea do you order:
 decaffinated green tea
If a genie could grant you three wishes they would be (separate by commas):
 love, money, and happiness
You are going on a long road trip and you can only bring three CD's. Which ones do you bring (separate by commas):
 my meditation cds