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Thu, Sep 10 08:50 PM

day 9 quitting smoking.

 

today is day nine of quitting smoking and day 4 of tools. i started listening to quit smoking hypnosis at night on repeat which definitely take the edge off quitting but i still feel like im questioning everything, it is a huge change and it has changed pretty much every aspect of my life for the better;

 

i no longer smell like smoke, my mouth is nice and clean, i can breath easier, my room and car are cleaner because im am not longer having to eat/drink with my cigarettes to make them taste better, i have more time to do things, i have more energy, i think clearer, im excercising again, and im happier for making a change for the better and actually succeeding at it this time and feeling great about it.

 

but evertime i do this, i get in shape, i whiten my teeth and groom myself better and i start feeling like i can do better in my personal relationships, i feel like its so low to think like that but i cant help it, the girlfriend i have now ive been dating for a year and i love her to death, but when i start to look better more girls look at me and its just so tempting, but as they say the gress is greener on the other side, and i would never be in an open relation because i couldent handle my girlfriend being with other guys, but it is very tempting, it always scares me when i start to get serious with a girl that it could be the last girl i ever touch and i just dont know if i could hack it, i dunno im just rambling just thinking, hoping someone has some advice on that bullshit i just said. neways thanks for looking,  

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ahosh ahosh:

possible side issue?

hey man.  thanks for sharing.

 

good shit with the laying low on smoking.  thats awesome.  that takes a very strong will and you should be really proud of yourself.

 

i feel like your issue with your girl is a side note and whatever happens either way you have to say to yourself.. whatever stress you go through over it is no part of your cigarette struggle...or something like that.   because regardless of whether she sticks or not you need to stick with your no smoking goal.

 

now if you feel you have some type of commitment issue, that is a side thing that you have to examine and maybe it would be good to google a few books on relationship situations that fit yours.  you might get some great advice then from an expert in the topic.  

 

best of luck!

 

Andrew

St_Nick St_Nick:

congratulations!

Way to go! Way to go!