making it

 Thursday i was at home watching a movie. I was going threw so baseball cards that i have not looked at in a long time. I was home because i have not worked for a long time. I t has taken its toll on me in every way. So i was just sitting there when i stared to cry. It was heart breaking to me that i still am not getting better after three months of doing tools. I sat there and started to think about all of the things that have gone wrong from loosing the love of my life to not having any work. I was just sad and lonly. I have felt that way for a long time. So i made a mistake and called my ex and it did not go well at all. I just needed someone to talk to but she did not want to have any thing to do with that. So i finally said to my self that it is time to move on. It has taken a long time but i think that i saw what i need to see. I got rid of her number and have not looked back. I really think that it is another piece of the puzzle to me getting better.

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