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Birth Date: Fri, Jan 31 1969

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Schools: o.c. high, ccc, nwcc

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Thu, Jan 14 09:05 AM

on my way again

 its taken me over a week to complete  day 2. i could not move on until i was able to really feel what i was doing, and not being honest with myself i didnt want to move on, but being honest with myself and telling my self this is for you, and this is going to help you feel better about your self, i got up this morning and said im having a good day, and i meant it, and it made me feel good, and i finely realized if i dont put myself down and get up feeling good the day goes a lot better. so hear i am doing day 2 and ill be doing day 3 tomorrow. thanks to a good friend who keeps me in check and is always keeping me in the positive i will be able to move on in the days and feel good about me, my life right now my be messed up and nothing is really going the way i want it but if i keep feeling that way it will never change and will be stuck hear in my little world of disapointment, so im saying right now f@#$ that my life is better then this, my daughters life is better then this, get you head out of your ass and get going, so hear i go, its not going to be easy but i have to try, i got great friends, and a great family, and now i got great TOOLS to help me even more.

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every flower has to bloom eventually glad to hear your finding your strength. just remember that you as a person are very important to this world, and this program is all about you.