my past has been very rocky I been on and off drugs since I was 13 yrs old. I have done some really amazing things in my life I built race engines for nascar (yea I met all the big stars Gordon Richard Petty Earnhardt Stewart Ect) but I got out of that job because they worked me to death. I really miss a lot of the things I used to do I raced motorcross for about 10 yrs I drag raced for 5 yrs and took 2nd place in the bracket nationals. but I do regret a lot of the things I did when I was younger I was high or drunk for most of my life I started smoking pot at 13 and I have been on something ever since. I guess that's why I'm here.

I look forward to my future. there is a lot of habits I want to break I want to be a good father and husband I want to find a hobby I can do that makes me happy I cant afford the things I used to do. I look forward to spending time with my wife and son right now I live in CO and they live in IL. I have been trying to find a job in IL for 6 months and haven't landed a job yet its very frustrating. I look forward to breaking the bad habits I currently have and being free of the things that are holding me down.