My name is Haley and I was born the same day as Ellen Degeneres and Wayne Gretzky.  I want to be able to totally appreciate what the world has to offer. And it look around and totally be thankful for God bringing me into this world.

I can say now that I am in a loving relationship. I have lived with my man for over a year now.

As for me, I am a really happy person outside of all the drama and events that have occured in my life. I am caring, helpful and want the best for anybody. I am stubborn on occasion and I think I get that from my Gramps.

I decided to apply for school last year for Physical Therapy Assisting. I got accepted and moved myself up to Calgary in August2008. My sister lives there with my Auntie so I thought it was the perfect opportunity to have a relationship with my once very close sister.

I moved back to my hometown on October 19, 2007. After realizing that my sister has her own life and from my past expirences,  I NEEDED people who love and care about me to actually WANT to hang out with me and packed up all my things in one day, dropped out of school to come home.... now here I am.

I am pretty confused about life right now and I just want more out of it.

I want to apply for some distance college courses soon so that I can still work full time and get my education at the same time.

Sometimes I find myself more stressed out then actually enjoying life. Over the smallest things too, it doesnt seem to matter. My mind is always on the go. This is a huge thing that I want to be able to control.

I had a very good childhood. My sister and I only been a little over a year apart we were always very close. My parents were the best and still are.  

My main past story starts September 12, 2005.

My world came to an complete stop when my highschool boyfiend passed away from a family heart problem that was unknown at the time. I was 17 at the time but I think at that moment finding out it added like 10 years to me. Not physical.. all mental. I was forced to grow up and look at life how it really is...not all that great at times. Of course I had my family and best friend carly to totally lean on which really helped. I was just focused on getting through Grade 12 so I could start my life..

Until February break came along. My sister and I fled to Calgary to visit my Auntie. I also was looking for my graduation dress.. all so exciting! Until I got a call saying that Carly, my bestfriend was just killed in a car accident. There is nothing pretty about death... It throws you for a complete loop. I felt alone and betrayed. Four months of highschool left and I met this guy, that was not right for me. He was my escape from the pain. Drinking alcohol and doing illegal substances was a casual weekend thing. And I really did not have a problem with it. I pushed my parents away, and my friends and focused all my attention on one person.

I should also mention that my mother was diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis 11 years ago. It has always been hard for our family, but it is nothing we cannot handle. My father works so hard for us.. my nana (grandma) moved in my parents home to cook,clean and that is our life everyday.