i am a single mom. i am a cook and cashier for now. i would like to eventually find a job that i am compatible with, make enough money to own what i would like in life. and i would really like to enjoy my job and feel good about it. i take pride in what i do. i need a little help finding motivation to keep a home routine but i am motivated in many ways. i feel loved by the people around me, friends, family, co-workers and customers of the the business i work at.

i allowed myself to stay in an abusive relationship for over 8 years and allowed another person control me, things i did, things i said etc.. but i gave up two of my children. which i have recently seen as an opportunity. it is hard being a single parent. i had low to no self esteeme, i was depressed and i was totally wasting my life.

i am going to find a job for me! i am going to own my own home, and a vehicle that fits my kids and luggage! and is steps up from my car. i want to be comfortable with myself, my job and my kids. i will eventually find someone who is right for me. i want to know myself as the best i can be and have someone who loves, appreciates and encourages just that. i want to love life! and have it love me too.