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Birth Date: Tue, Feb 14 1989

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2010-01-31 00:47:47

rockchic84

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have an awesome day hun!

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2010-01-27 18:30:18

teelle

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Hey me too! Boost for reaching out!!! I agree with cheets tho... once you get your profile filled in ppl can start to feel like they know you and you to them... lol its how cheets and I became friends, found common interests!! Good job on your first week keep it going!!! Things are going great so far!!

2010-01-26 19:26:20

cheetah7712

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Just sending you a BOOST for reaching out! Your a Valentine baby, how sweet is that?! :-) So... no pressure or anything, but if you have time, you should complete your profile and maybe write a blog. :-D

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Alright, I guess its about time I get around to this. To start, I apreciate anyone who has been giving me support on here! I understand you all want to tlak to and help people who are serious about this... I am serious! lol. If I havent been on in a couple days or havent replied, its because I work 7 days a week, from 8 to 18 hours a day! So please understand, I need to sleep sometime... lol

 

Anyways, Im 21 years old. I have a pretty good life but Ive never had luck with girls.  

My biggest problem in my life is my best friend... We've known each other for like 8 years now, and about 4 years ago, I started to fall in lvoe with her... now its to the point where I have never loved someone as much as her. Shes perfect in every way and all I think about is the day when she feels the same way back. But I know its not coming, and so I have to stop letting those thoughts run my life and move on. But I have to do it without losing her friendship or hurting me because she loves me alot (as a best friend) and I refuse to do anything to hurt her. I want to look at her as my best friend and nothing more... and 10 days in to TOOLS and Im already makeing good progress! Im very confident I can do this with out hurting her...!

 

I also have an anxiety disorder. I have attacks daily over nothing. Ive been working on it alot latly and have made pretty good progress, but I still cant talk to girls without getting one, lol, kinda pathetic... but I WILL change it!

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I joined TOOLS because:
 I want to be truly happy and in control of my life
You are offered your dream job. What job is it?:
 Stage Managing Metallica Concerts!
My favorite wild animal is:
 Tigers are pretty sweet
Why (describe as much as possible):
 Agile. They're like huge cats! Its pretty funny and cool
My favorite domestic animal is (if you choose dog be specific with breed etc):
 A big, long haired dog
Why:
 loyle
A famous Chef will prepare anything you want. What do you order:
 deep fried ice cream
Why:
 why?!? cuz its ice cream... and its DEEP FRIED!
Five people either dead or alive you would have at your fantasy dinner party::
 Jason Ellis James Hetfield Dave Grohl Jack Black Ozzy, lol
Why:
 Those guys are the shit!
If a pilot would fly you anywhere you want, you would go to:
 Back to jamaica, and explore it more
My perfect slice of pizza is:
 canadian
You are at a bar. You order this drink:
 ta-killya (tequila)
You are at a coffee shop. What coffee or tea do you order:
 black 2 sugar
If a genie could grant you three wishes they would be (separate by commas):
 Infinite money, after that what more do you need? you can buy you other wishes...
You are going on a long road trip and you can only bring three CD's. Which ones do you bring (separate by commas):
 And Jutice For All... Death Magnetic Reload (three different generations of metallica)
If I could do anything for my neighborhood today, it would be:
 Give everyone a million cash? lol, that would be pretty sweet
A sunset I remember:
 whiskey harbour, 2007, with a good buddy and two girls that meant the world to me.
Any character I could be from a movie, TV show or book would be:
 thats way to hard...
Why:
 because theres so many with different characteristics.