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  hye_baybee

Fri, Aug 28 03:07 AM

Day1--LetsDoThis!!

 

At the moment, I am addicted to drugs && not life.  I have not yet hit rock bottom, but I am close.  I would really like to make a change BEFORE I completely hit bottom though.  Finally ready to take MY life over instead of paying for someone to take it away (ie. buying drugs && the drug ruling my life).  I am very excited to start this program.  Alarm is set for 10am.  I usually don't wake up to it, but I am thinking positive && telling myself "i can." READY FOR CHANGE!! i cannot live the rest of my life as a depressed, lonely woman who has locked herself in her house && spends most of her time, as well as money on drugs.  Who wants to spend life feeling sorry for themselves?? NOT ME!

 

When i die i'll go to Heaven, Cause i've done my time in hell, quarter past seven, throwin pennies in a well, if God wont help, try to make a wish.  Now the bad apples all abandon ship, but deamons refuse to cease, like an army they're on attack, on life i'll lose my lease, && a dead leader of the pack, keeps feeding the constant flame, can't stop coming back, the Devil's stealing my fame, he wants me on his trophy rack, so he's playin this crazy game, or maybe its just me wanting to smoke this sack, trying to figure out my name.....

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JadeDragon (canceled account) JadeDragon (canceled account):

You can do this!

You're not alone You're not alone

 

You can do this and we're all here to help each other.

spyfox spyfox:

Your in the right place !!

Your realizations are good... so many have to hit that bottom before they can welcome the changes they so desperatly need. I highly recommend n/a or a/a depending on your particular addiction. It's going to be a fierce battle, and you need to prepare for it. i encourage you to come here to tools daily, do the checklist, continue to blog... for we all here are here to help !! One day at a time... sometimes one hour at a time.

You're not alone You're not alone