Hi, guest!
Join Now
Login
Password

forgotten your password?

Join Now Choked Up by jaxfernandez
 
jaxfernandez
# # # #

Birth Date: Sun, Apr 10 1983

Place of residence:
Makati n/a, Philippines (map)

I am: Single & Not Dating

Schools:

Jobs:


Certificates:
Tools Program Stats:
Member Since: 06/22/08
Last Login: 08/04/08
Viewed: 2885
Program in:
Program Progress: Day 14
jaxfernandez's Challenges:

jaxfernandez's Participating:
Personal Interests:
Music:
Books:
Favorite Places:
I Want To See:
Hobbies:
Activities:
Sports:
Movies:
TV:
Heroes:
I Want To Meet:
Tools Goal List:

Areas In My Life I Want To Work On

I Want To Quit Or Control

Skills I Am Interested In

jaxfernandez's Life List:

Info

 
 
Choked Up

 

 

6
cheers
cheer it
jaxfernandez

  jaxfernandez

Mon, Jun 30 08:35 AM

Choked Up

 

Smokeless and sober for 10 days.

Before I got into TTL, I've made a resolution of stopping.

I'm on my 10th day. I feel like vomiting. I feel like coughing up the whole day. I feel so sick. Psychosomatic as it may seem, I find it really hard.

I find myself reaching out to something (like my pack and lighter  or a bottle of beer in an impulse) only to find out I've thrown that away. I've thrown the bad past. REPHRASING: I've never thrown the past, but I made it a tool for me to change those habits into something positive and productive.

So hard, but there's no turning back. Not now.

# Comment (4) # View (113) # Show support

# Tags:

 

This post is cheered by:



 

comments

Support

You have a lot of people here cheering you on.  Keep it up and let your body get rid of the bad stuff that's been building in you for a while now.  The best is yet to come and we believe in you.  ON TO DAY 11!!!  Woo Hoo!  Cool

The Little Engine That COULD!

You can do it, keep going! You can do it, keep going!

Absolutely !

 

 

You Go Girl !

 

 

I'm Proud Of You !

 

Just turn and walk in the other direction, take a nice deep breath!

 

I've quit for 15 years, but I have other things to quit!

 

Cigs are such a lie......eating is more deliscious, your stuff and clothes smell better, your budget gets better.....

everything gets a lot better!

 

Including Your self Esteem !

 

Absolutely....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Im so Proud Of You!

 

 

Smilinsteve

Way to go! Way to go!