writing for the heck of it

bored, really low on the interacting part of my evalution in my toolbox. So I figured what the heck,

Reading about this visualisation and it makes a lot of sense I had some bad visualizations in what is appearing to be my failed marriage, I wish I actually knew the effect of them then, as now thinking about it all the bad ones actually came into play.

Heard, Devlyn on the Jason Ellis, Show and it was awesome to hear the guy back up everything in this program in person, not that he wouldn't. But it is just refreshing to hear that.

Looks like the road back to school might be my best route, and finish the business degree at school.

I mean I gotta just give up on my wife I think, She is told by her church to not even communicate with me and when I offered to go over for counselling her church told her she would have a better communion with God and counseling isn't worth it. Hilarious really, I think it just shows what someone can do to someone with a weak brain.

I believed in my promised, but the lines have been crossed. Marriage is nothing more than a sheet of paper where you sign your name basically entitling someone to hald your money or to leave you in debt.

Who cares, as Ellis said on his show,, I am 26 and should just go rock out and have fun.

Although that will take a but as I have to concentrate on paying off the debt I was left with, and go home and live with some friends and family until I can get rid of the massive debt I am in and then rock out, at least I didn't lose more money, I may have lost the only person I ever really cared about but I must of just chose a bad person, Never thought someone would hold silence for nine months. Pure EVIL,

oh well I should just stop rambling there is no purpose to typing this.

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