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Member Since: 12/10/09
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Well I love heavy metal, rock, punk and rap--
acid bath, slayer, propain, tool, pantera, black label society, down, soulfly, sepultura, disturbed, system of a down, korn, nickelback, rage against the machine, hed pe, white zombie, tesla, megadeth, slipknot, danzig, rot, pearl jam, superjoint ritual, sublime, mudvayne, L7, pink floyd, soil, queensryche, staind, suicidal tendencies, breaking benjamin, chimaira, sevendust, corrosion of conformity, prong, end ever, hatebread, clutch, led zeplin, godsmack, fight, type o negative, alice in chains, devildriver, offspring, testament, nirvana, ministry, crazy town, nine inch nails, 4 non blondes, lollipop lustkill, less than jake, fugazi, assorted jelly beans, cake, real big fish, rancid, nofx, mxpx, operation ivy, no doubt, pennywise, green day, blink 182, simple plan, dmx, ludacris, icp, petey pablo, bone thugs, twisted, the click, 2 pac, outcast, big, lil kim, snoop, dr.dre, 50 cent, 3 6 mafia, nelly, do or die, pretty ricky, too short, nasy boy click, foxy brown, sean paul, blackstreet, ice cube, master p, next, m & m, and ja rule -- there are more just can't think of them all
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Well im not a big book reader, my mind tends to wander when i read so i have to go over what im reading all the time, unless im totally interested. I do love Nirvana's Come as you are. Very good book.
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| Right now i just want to find inner happiness. I have always been a negative person and i have let it run my life. I dont want to be like that any more and i am finally ready to start being happy with life and with myself! |
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Ah Boo don't be Blue
Try not to focus on the time apart from your BF think of the time you do get together. I know its difficult, trust me I had a job that was about 70% travel gone for 6-8 weeks at a time. Have you thought about maybe web cam for video chat, I know its not the same as physically being there but a face with a voice is nice. If not working out is getting you down maybe toss is some floor excersizes while watching TV. Just tossing ideas around. I hope your mood improves and you have a great day tomorrow.
Get out of the house....
I'm sure that is not the easiest thing to do, but get out of the house... Go to the store and just browse...
Best thing to do is change the scenery a little to get you out of the mood you are in. Sitting at home and thinking about it, is not going to help your situation, it will only make it worse. You have to keep your mind doing something, otherwise it tends to wonder to places that we don't want it to go...
Keep your head up.. and Keep with the program, you are doing an amazing job.
I'm with Captain...
...get out and live! When you're starting to feel miserable, turn on the switch in your head and do something different. Go window shopping, go to the pet store and hug some puppies, watch a movie with a friend (or even yourself). Keep yourself active so you don't stop to think about it. I did it when I broke up with my ex and it helped tremendously.
Oh...and since we're on opposite ends of the country and I cannot do it in person...
I agree
The best thing you can do is do something physical it will break up any pend up energy and feelings. Go for it, you can do it!
more of the same
I think the captain is right on this one. Nothing can make you more lonely than sittting at home alone. ALthough it seems like it sucks now you have to get yourself out of the house and doing something. Sorry for your situation Ive been there and it sucks but i promise fight through this and it will get better.
Soooo...
did ya take everyone's advice and get out of the house? Btw, I also like the web-cam idea, it could be "sexy" and brighten your mood for sure! ;-p