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Birth Date: Thu, Apr 28 1983

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Right now i just want to find inner happiness. I have always been a negative person and i have let it run my life. I dont want to be like that any more and i am finally ready to start being happy with life and with myself!

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Thu, Jan 28 09:26 PM

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 I have been doing so so with trying to stay happy and content. Yesterday was my dads birthday so i was really down and missing him. Today i was ok till i talked to my man. The last couple days he has been really busy at work so ive only gotten a few txt messages. Then today he tells me his ex is pregnant and then says "i cant help but wonder what she thinks sometimes. (and since my ex is still trying to be with me) i dont know what is worse knowing somesone cares enough 2 hate or someone who doesnt care at all?" Then he goes on to say oh well and that he loves me and couldnt be happier with me. And he asked if it bothered me and i told him no cuz i know it shouldnt but it does.  Plus he was so tired from work he went to bed shortly after our txts. So now im sitting here all bummed out again and over thinking shit like does he still want her, is he talking to her, even though im pretty sure hes not. grrrrr im driving myself crazy and i keep crying : ( Hopefully tomorrow will be better. 

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I'm sorry you're feeling bummed out. Sometimes talking about it with him could help when he's not tired or busy. If that's not an option for you, we're always here and I have a shoulder to lean on. I truly hope you feel better. 

 

 

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Be Gentle with Yourself...

...don't drive yourself crazy with the "What Ifs". I used to do that a lot and it only depressed me. Like Jade said, efinitely talk to him about it when you can to clear the air.

 

Good luck to you. We're all here for ya.

Good days, bad days

They both happen. I've been having them too. Not exactly the same stuff, but my moods have definately been up and down. I just haven't had ANY TIME to blog about them! The nice things is about moods, they always change. You will be feeling positive and cheerful soon enough. Talk to your man when you are both relaxed and in the meantime, when you are feeling down, do something for yourself that will make you feel good about yourself. You may have to really push yourself to do it (exercise, paint your toenails, do something fun you enjoy) but once you get started, it most likely will lift your mood. :-)

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Don't have anything to add really just wanted to give some support.  Relationships can be hard if not everone would be in one, take your time and don't forget that inner voice.Smile

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I totally hear you on this one-- it's a situation very familiar. All I can tell you is try to have faith and know that he loves you (because OBVIOUSLY he does-- why wouldn't he, right?) and that it's totally natural for people to wonder about people they used to be close with.

 

It certainly doesn't mean he's seeing her/talking to her, whatever! Try to stay positive and enjoy what you have-- there's no reason to go crazy over other people's behavior, since it definitely falls into the category of stuff you can't control!