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Well I love heavy metal, rock, punk and rap--
acid bath, slayer, propain, tool, pantera, black label society, down, soulfly, sepultura, disturbed, system of a down, korn, nickelback, rage against the machine, hed pe, white zombie, tesla, megadeth, slipknot, danzig, rot, pearl jam, superjoint ritual, sublime, mudvayne, L7, pink floyd, soil, queensryche, staind, suicidal tendencies, breaking benjamin, chimaira, sevendust, corrosion of conformity, prong, end ever, hatebread, clutch, led zeplin, godsmack, fight, type o negative, alice in chains, devildriver, offspring, testament, nirvana, ministry, crazy town, nine inch nails, 4 non blondes, lollipop lustkill, less than jake, fugazi, assorted jelly beans, cake, real big fish, rancid, nofx, mxpx, operation ivy, no doubt, pennywise, green day, blink 182, simple plan, dmx, ludacris, icp, petey pablo, bone thugs, twisted, the click, 2 pac, outcast, big, lil kim, snoop, dr.dre, 50 cent, 3 6 mafia, nelly, do or die, pretty ricky, too short, nasy boy click, foxy brown, sean paul, blackstreet, ice cube, master p, next, m & m, and ja rule -- there are more just can't think of them all
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Well im not a big book reader, my mind tends to wander when i read so i have to go over what im reading all the time, unless im totally interested. I do love Nirvana's Come as you are. Very good book.
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| Right now i just want to find inner happiness. I have always been a negative person and i have let it run my life. I dont want to be like that any more and i am finally ready to start being happy with life and with myself! |
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I cheer this post...
...because I want to say I am here for you, jewelzz. I am truly sorry for your loss and how traumatic it must be for you.
Know you have a great support group with me and with all the dedicated Toolies on this site. You WILL make it through this and I'll be here in case you can't shoulder the burden on your own.
My thoughts, prayers, and hugs are with you,
Bevan
I'm so sorry!
That sounds like something you see in movies.I was wondring what happened to you. I'm so so sorry. I'm with beven I think that was a very selfish thing to do in the first place but to do it right in front of you is sinful.I hope you get through this and become better from it. If you need anything. Just ask!
Wishing You The Best,
Jeff
sorry for your loss but glad your back
I am sorry to hear that girl. But yea keep your head up and stay strong, you know we are all here for you. :)
Im glad your back. and dont beat yourself up cause it's not your fault.
take care. *hugs*
Oh my goodness
I can't even imagine how traumatizing that would be! I am so sorry you had to go through that, but yes, coming back here was the right thing to do. You need an outlet for all the crazy emotions you are going to go through and support to get your life back to normal. Your ex was obviously a very tortured soul and had many demons he just couldn't fight off. I am glad that you were left unhurt and along with the others I want to reiterate that this was not your fault in any way. Doesn't matter if you were fighting, or what you might have said... it was completely HIS choice and definitely a very selfish one. It sounds like he was in a lot of mental anguish and wanted you to feel it too. I hope there are some support groups you can attend in person for those who have survived traumatizing events like you have or perhaps you can get some counseling through the local police or another organization. We are here for you honey and you are going to be ok. Love you.
Oh Jewelzz!
I am so sorry to read that news. I send you lots of hugs and tell you how sad I am for your loss and the state of shock you must be in.
In the past my boyfriend did an attempt of suicide on me leaving him. It was a shock already. I understand what you are going through. He is the reason why I moved country.
You are a strong person and it is very positive you are here and rebuilding yourself, creating a lovely future.
I am in a wonderful relationship now. I hope this can encourage you.
I am here for you.
Love
Shinysunny