kmcm:

Youll be ok! Give him time!

You have apologized and you have gone thru your belongings to make certain that this wont happen again, the pills are all gone.  What more can you do?  You could of course go through things again, just to be sure you have gotton rid of them all.

Actions speak louder than words.  You have tried to apologize and he doesnt feel like accepting that right now.  Accept that.  What I think you need to do is forget about the incident for now... and keep focused on yourself. 

You said that you are trusting yourself.  Do you think that you and Leo are meant for each other?  Do you support each other thru tough times?  Do you give him inspiration and he you?  Trust it. 

Keep working on you and let the truth be known through your actions.  Keep growing and dont let a little set-back get in the way.

Let them see how strong and determined you are, not by chasing their forgiveness/their approval but by GROWING into the sober, trusted, great mom/wife, inspirer, friend, sober, confident, nurturer, sober, family, real person,sober mom, sober wife, willing to do what it takes kind of person who will succeed... with or without them.

He will be there.  He will forgive.  Just keep moving forward.  You two are too much in love to let this bring you down!!!! Give mother-in-law a hug and thank her for helping you and your family.  Let her know how much/what it means to you, as the mother and wife of your family and just thank her for being there as a support. 

Sending you a hug

You can do it, keep going!