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Birth Date: Sun, Nov 13

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Lompoc California, United States (map)

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Sun, Aug 17 02:23 PM

Wanting it all now

 

Sometimes I feel I will not accomplish what I want in life.  I want to be there already, not a work in progress.  I am more of a perfectionist than I like to admit.  I have a really hard time being patient with myself.  How many times have I heard or read " you did not get in this situation overnight, so don't expect to get out of it overnight", and I still do?  I took up piano playing and painting for this very reason--to work on being patient with myself, and to prove that it is ok not to be perfect.  Still,  I persist in this thought process.  I am making headway and I am proud of myself.  Even if it is baby steps, I have taken those baby steps.  Perhaps things aren't changing in the ways I want, nor at the rate I would like, but I am making progress.  Rome was not built in a day, right?  I need to love and embrace where I am now.  Lately there just seems to never be enough time for everything..

ok, latest successes.....

-exercise program is going really well.

-diet is improving

-drinking more water

-sleeping better again

-work is going well

-finances are holding up ok

-my painting is almost finished

-my room is half cleaned

-I made my tape and have listened to it several times.

-I have a schedule made up

-classes are progressing.

-I found somewhere to donate all my books to.

 

Patience is a virtue.  I guess I should work on an affirmation about patience and effort.  I feel a little less frustrated now, so I am off to get some work done. 

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