Hi everybody this week I have really enjoyed my readings in tools. Today's was especially good for me. It sort of helped me sum up something that until earlier this week I hadn't seen.
Through everything I have been through I have been positive and happy and all of that is great. I know God is in charge so I wasn't really fretting about it. What I failed to do was look at me and how I felt inside. I mean really felt about all that had happened.
Today's reading was about positive energy, well I had been putting out positive and receiving positive back but it came to a point that God helped me realize I needed help. I looked out for others and worried about how they felt and took care of them. All of the time saying I was fine when in fact I wasn't.
The past few weeks I have been having anxiety attacks and other symptoms that I knew were red lights. So I spoke with my pastor's wife and my mother-in-law about it and they agreed with me that I needed to see someone. So I went to see a councilor this week. She wants to see me 2 times a week for the first month.
I knew when I met the councilor that God had ordained this to be because we had a connection right away and I was able to talk to her comfortably. It sounds strange for a christian to be saying that she needs a councilor but christians are just humans and have all the same problems as anybody else.
One thing I would like to say is that if you feel like you need help then reach out into your community and get it. I found my councilor through united way 211. They have christian and non christian organizations. But see what your community has. Pay attention to the warning signs and don't wait until it is too late.
Tools is great and will help you in many ways and sometimes they help you realize when you need to take that next step. I know it did me.
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