Well it has taken me a bit to update the world on the wedding fiasco....I needed the time to cool my jets and soak it all in, I really hate feeling angry now, I like the cool level headed flow of my life.... (soundtrack Audioslave- Be yourself).
The wedding was great....I had a good time, I cruised through I handled it all very well, even when things started to come unglued (party time) mind you that never hits me hard, never really has. I feilded all the questions, I was kind cordial and complimentary. I left early and that started abit of bullshit but I played past it, I truly rose above it I was proud of myself. (soundtrack Big Sugar- If I had my way)
Now I can move along with life.... I can put all the shit of the past couple weeks behind me and roll on through, I have decided that alot of went on sets in stone where they rank as far as importance in my life. I'm gonna step back and forget about all of it, if they make an attempt I will definitly reply and respond, but I'm not puttin any effort in to rowin a boat that has a hole in it. As Neo put it and I hope the quote is correct "Fuck em!"
Thanks for all support and comments. It made the whole event so much easier to endure, I strode through head held high
Thank you to all of you you all rock!
Good Luck!
60% of the time it works....everytime!
JP
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Glad To Hear!
I'm glad it all worked out (so far)! You seem to have figured out that it is ALL ABOUT YOU! Keep on rockin!
I KNEW YOU COULD
I knew you could handle it, I know its alot more frustrating when your in the drivers seat, but you powered through like a champ! And I do know how you feel all to well, good thing we have great tool friends.