I got here by listening to Jason Ellis, who helped me to realize I need to change the way my life is going . The first time I hear about the tools was on the Jason Ellis show. He said it worked for him, so why not give it a try. There is a feeling that I have that my life is unfulfilled. I really want to take this opportunity to change that and to succeed in all areas of my life . At times I have success in one area  relationships, weight control, spirituality , education etc. About me I am 35, and in a job that is not as satisfying as it could be, but I have some talent in. When it comes to interpersonal relationships there are some deep obstacles that prevent true success, and that is something I need to work on. 

My life to this point has been a struggle to get anything I wanted . Worked for all of it. When I was a kid I was frustrated and full of anger due to a late diagnosed learning disability . It was not until recently that I came to the realization that I was abused as well. The memories were buried, until they surfaced unexpectedly.  Although I have learning disability through the help of some good teachers and parents . I ended up going to college, but never finished . In a way I am glad I did not I was not mature enough. I am the oldest of three boys , we grew lower middle class with alot of love. But I did pick ups some bad habits and issues with anger and dealing with problems 

Future? What I want, a house with a family in it , a couple of kids  and a wife that loves me.  In the future I would like to logically look at frustrating problems and make sound decisions.  Also would like to have enough time to coach kids in sports and to volunteer with kids that are abused . I feel I have a lot of good to give and its needed . In my chosen career field it would be nice to be considered an authority someone to look to for help. It would be great to have the money and opportunity to have season football or baseball tickets . 

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