So, here I am again.
After having some up and down moments the last few months I am back and I will stick to it now.
Some of you may remember me. ;)
I was here again and now I have returned. Sounds like something Schwarzenegger would say. But instead of: I'll be back! I'll simply use: I am back! *g*
Soooo: Tomorrow is my big day. I have an interview with a woman for whom I will be working from then on (I think *g*). I still have to commit myself to the work and tomorrow I will take my first look on the city and the working place. Seems I will have to move so there will be some big changes in my life:
1. I get a job (well, that isn't too new, but it's the first after having finished university, so it is big for me *g*)
2. I will have to get my first apartment! I will live on my own! *gasp* ;) My mother can't believe it and will not, until I move myself to Kelheim, where I will then be sitting. It's near Regensburg in Bavaria and I simply hope that it's a nice city. Seems there is a river flowing through it.
So, my first thoughts after having started with Tools again:
1. I am older and a bit more patient *lol* Would be awful if I wouldn't evolve a bit from ameba to protozoa :D
2. I thought about waking up a bit. And I realized that back then when I had my first contact with Ethan, my boyfriend, my mother used to tell me that I seemed to be totally happy. I could talk early in the morning (at the moment I am having trouble to get my mouth open before I have been awake for at least half an hour *lol*), I smiled a lot more and I seemed to be totally content with life.
That's the feeling I will be having from now on. I will remember that one, smile more often and get up more easily in the morning. That's my promise! :)
Good to be back in the game with you, guys! Ah, and if you're interested in Abraham or other spiritual questions, take a look at my group (*making a bit publicity* ;) ). I am always happy to discuss these things.
Stay tuned for the next part of my life-adventure. Tomorrow I will hopefully have good news about the city and the job! ;)