Argh, here it is Carneval and I don't like this very much. *lol* Everyone just HAS to be fun and happy and such. Most of the time people tend to feel more lonely on those celebrations. I am only thankful that there are a lot of people like me who don't like the festivity and don't have this immediate urge to throw on some gruesome clothes, throw out their brain and just get crazy. *lol*
Today we had a lot of cleaning to do, because we tended the garden in our neighboring house again. Thankfully our gardener put his car to our use so we could just throw everything on it and he got it after noon - so he was ready to go to the carneval in the next city. *laugh*
I feel a bit stuck here. I have so many things I want to do and to be that I don't know where to start. *sigh*
I really, really am seeing myself in this wonderful house that I got a picture of and it really simply IS my home. I can feel it. But then my parents bought the house next door (besides our own) and now my brother started to get his heart into this project. He wants to live there. He wants to give me a room there and plans and draws and thinks about colors and furniture and such. I told him that I would be living in my own house. I told my mother. (I didn't tell my Dad, because he might flip. *lol*) I will share my house with my husband but not with my brother. Sorry. That's just not something I'd like.
After finishing university I guess everyone tends to think about the future and what job they're gonna take. Most people tell you: Just start with something. When it's not the one you want, you can always switch later.
Any suggestions how to go on? ;)