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Birth Date: Sun, Mar 24 1974

Place of residence:
sorrento bc, Canada (map)

I am: Single & Dating

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Jobs: build houses


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Member Since: 10/19/09
Last Login: 06/17/10
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build and live in my dream home with my dream wife.
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Tue, Jun 15 04:58 PM

way off track

 Wow i havent been on tools for months,   ive been kinda drifting along aimlessly, work is suffering, relationships are suffering...woke up today knowing that i need to change...back to tools!  I will stick with it,  my life is worth it...»

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Sun, Feb 14 01:12 PM

Being Ok With It

 I woke up today alone at home in my empty house.  Its the first valentines day that I've been alone in 11 years.  Not that i was a huge fan while i was married but that which you no longer have always seems more important than it really was.  Three months ago I would have bee»

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Wed, Dec 09 08:03 AM

taking care of myself

 Ive spent the last 5 days or so really trying to relax alone at home(other than work). Eating and sleeping lots and making my house more enjoyable for myself. I feel really good, recharged! These last months ive been avoiding being alone at home or anywhere, but now my mind has relaxed eno»

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Mon, Nov 30 07:21 AM

been away but thats ok

 Ive been out of town working without internet access, so i haven't  been on the tools for about 2 weeks...I tried to practice what Ive learned while i was gone...Its tends to fade away when its not a daily exercise...but on the positve, Ive noticed small changes in myself and atti»

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Sat, Nov 14 08:28 AM

unfocused

 Its been a hard week,  I've neglected the tools, and work and health and and and... It seems that I am the least motivated to do anything than ever before in my life.  I always worked and planned and dreamed for us.  Now its just Kai. ( Interesting to read what i just wrote) »

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Thu, Nov 05 06:55 AM

attitude eh?

 Im in a much better head space now.  Im doing the tools and it feels good.  Its strange to go from what i thought was a ideal life 6 months ago, to having a self help website as the highlight of my day. Very humbling but i feel this was whats supposed happen.  Funny how when looked at»

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Tue, Nov 03 04:17 PM

tough weekend

 I've had probably the toughest couple of days of my life.I found out through friends that the wife had been cheating...a hard pill to swallow...i feel completely crushed,and lost...Went on a pretty good bender which didn't help me at all...the house is empty and i just have this immeasurable»

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Fri, Oct 30 07:04 AM

7 days done!

 Wow what a differnce in my attitude in 7 days just from doing this program for 15min a day.  I just feel better and more postive and the future seems clearer and a lot more promising than on saturday!  I feel more relaxed at work and even picked up a couple new contracts during the week. C»

 
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Mon, Oct 26 10:06 AM

first blog of my life

 I just finished day 3, Its raining today so work can definately wait.  I'm starting to understand what tools is going to help me with.Today i read some other blogs for the first time, it feels good to relate to other humans who are going through similar experiences. I haven't ever write»

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