21 days today my milestones and achievements

my milestones and achievements -

 in Australia where I live xmas day is now finished and I have had a bizare xmas with my mother who somehow manages to make the day into a day where there is dramas she did a great job at this today with my new wisdom of my attitude is my decision I stayed calm and realized at the same time that no matter what I say to her is not going to change the way thinks even if she decides she wants to argue with everyone I am happy and content.

Also on xmas day I did not get upset and think of ringing my x husband and I did not miss him like I did the year b/4,

I still have the thought in my mind that I cant believe that he could leave his own family never to have anything to do with me or the children ever again and how he must have never really cared about us to leave and have no contact with me or the kids in 13 months but I know that I need to accept that is his decision and my inner voice keeps reminding me not to think of my xhusband and leave him in the past and I doing just that Yeh I did not miss him today.

I smiled all day to day on xmas day and I enjoyed myself all day with people instead of the way I used to be on social outings not smiling and worrying what people thought of me. Yippee I smiled and I had a great day.

The tools is helping immensly I even think I look better in the face the smiling helps alot in this area, I am enjoying going to work now and enjoying the people at my work.

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