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Sun, Dec 28 04:58 AM

lost inspiration and starting over again

 

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I know I have not been on here for a long time I got lost a long the way. Most of this year I have been away from home at a coastal town. I have made some decisions not always the best ones and I have come to the realisation that I have pushed my dreams and inspiration away with so many things happening in my life at once I have got lost.

 

I have come back home after being away for a long time my friends seem to have dissapeared my dreams have disappeared, I have to go back to the coastal town at the end of the week to work but I really want to stay at home and live my dreams I feel like I am not living my life the way I want to and where has everyone gone at home i mean my friends who I miss so much while I was away I know the answer they have been living their lives but my life has disapeared working everyday at a coastal town and not having enough money to go back home  and live my dreams cause it seems to be a catch 22 there is work up at the coastal town and no work at home so I keep paying for the house that I dont live in and working at the coastal town 7 days a week and have pushed my dreams away there is no-one to talk to as they have all disappeared whilst I have been working to pay for the house I cant live in I am sorry if you read this and dont understand it but I am lost and want my life instead of being a puppet working 7 days a week where my dreams wont come true.

 

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JennysMom JennysMom: 2009-01-05 11:24:42

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It sounds like you may need a purpose or a goal. 

 

Do you want to live in the house you are paying for but not living in?  If so, then what can you do other than what you are doing to make that happen? ...start a business of your own

 

What can you do in the coastal town that will make you enjoy your life while working there?  ...make some friends? ... join some clubs?  ... enjoy the sunrises/sunsets over the water

 

Deb

  

 

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