Im 33 years old i live in tehachapi ca. I have two children a 12 year old daughter and a 3 year old boy I dont live with either of them but love them to death. My daughter I havent seen in years not by my choice, and my son I have always been a part of as until of fathers day 08  when his mom came home and found me passed out on the kitchen floor after I had put him to bed. She decided i wasnt able to be trusted with him so its been real tough on me. I work 6 days a week and have a good job it sounds like its getting better all the time. I live by myself in a 2 bedroom apt.I like basketball,fishing camping all the outdoor type things. I donno I guess that a little about me.

My past has had many twists and turns I was born in long beach ca moved to valencia when I was 2. moved to az when i was in 3rd grade started skateboarding in 88 found that to be my passion and skated every chance i could around the end of 7 th grade I moved back to valencia ca, to start 8th grade and have to meet new friends again after awhile iI met the local skaters and skated with them everyday at the end of my 9th grade my parents bought a house in Palmdale Ca, were we moved to so I started up 10th grade in Palmdale again looking to meet new friends. Started hanging out with the punks and metal heads and slowly stoped skating cuz there was just mostly desert there at the time. So after a little while for somthing to do we would ditch school go break into our friends parents liquor cabnet get drunk and high then go back to school. Eventually we stoped going back. when I got my first car we would drive down to hollywood and L.A to see shows we were always doing drugs and drinking.finally they kicked me out of school for missing to many days. thats around the time my mom left my dad. Around this time I met a Girl who was way possesive and we went out for a guess a couple of years Thats were my daughter comes from her mom was a jehovas wittness and didnt like me being with her since we were both under 18 her mom covinced her not to be with  me. So me and my dad both agreed to move to Ventura we we both worked and got an apartment we I worked as a mechanic repairing oilfield tools and equiptment I learned to weld and other things, then I just kinda lost it loosing the girlfriend and daughter and quit my job and moved to kanas were my mom lived, I hateed it there found a job but just quit my first day couse I was hung over from partying the night till 3am Decided kanas wasnt the place for me and moved back to castiac Ca to stay with my sister worked changing tires and would go party with my old skater friend from valencia at night.Finally she was like you cant stay here anymore so I left and went back to Palmdale were i met alot of new people to party with and places here and ther to crash at.I started working delevering pizzas with a few of my friends it was a great job to get cash in the pocket and sleep all day and party all night thats all I did 7 days a week.Met an ok amount of girls I was either sleeping with or steady girlfriends. finally found the one and commited to her got ny own apt and a dog, still living the same lifestyle she just came along. finally decided the bills were to hard to pay living this way and had a friend move from p dale to sacramento so I figured Id give it a shot and moved up there and started landscaping construction . Had some traffic warrants and got sent back to la county jail for three weeks. I forgot to metion earlier when I lived in palmdale I was  arested on a dui and another for graffetti. anyway back to sacramento working and living w my girlfriend and best friend.still drinking but no drugs at this point eventually it was just me and my girlfriend living toghether she always wanted me to quit drinking especially since thats how her mom died at 40 so these were stressful times and we broke up she kicked me out and my job went out of buissness so I lived in my car since my credit was screwed up and found a job changing tires again. started living in a Rv at my buddys place started seeing girls again and found a better job about a year later was dating my ex again and we moved back in togheter then she got pregnant and we decided to raise a baby after a while I lost that job due to screwing up tomany times from being hung over. I decided to work nights so she can work days so our baby would be with out day care. then when we needed mor money I started to work nights also. Finally we decided to move closer to our familys since we had no family in Sac and moved to tehachapi Ca with her dad in a guest house. i found a job In bakersfield and worked there about 5 months I was still drinking and her dad was not as a member of AA he did not like me drinking. One day i quit my job cuz I hated it and diddnt tell anyone just woke up in the morning like I was going to work and job hunted. found a ok job took it still didnt know how to tell her.then one morning out of nowhere her dad and 2 friends come busting in my ex takes my sonout of the house, and start to give me a intervision and then saying I gotto leave. since both cars were in her name I got dropped off by her dad in ventura to stay with my dad who took me in and let me stay in my old Rv on the side of his house I went to AA for about a month i really was working then i went camping w my old friend from sac and started drinking again I started working at the job i have now been here over a year and making descent money now and this is were im at now...

My future Im really looking to quit drinking for good buy a house continue at my current job and make long term comminent to it. and spend every waking min of my life a positive on and looking to get that much closer to my dreams.