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Place of residence:
Casper Wyoming, United States (map)

I am: Single & Not Dating

Schools: N/A

Jobs: Energy Transportation Inc.

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meet the right girl that is gonna love me for me and not judge me question my descions
make new friends and hope they are there for me when i need them
climb the tallest windtower in the world and take a picture of the crane from the top
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2009-02-02 04:22:27

Lazarus

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I just wanted to say you are in the right place. You must give a little bit of a shit because you are here. Stay focused on doing this program and let it fill your life for now with new ideas and purpose. It was only a few weeks ago that my thoughts where very similar. No need to drive around alone there is an entire community here to drive with you. Stay involved.

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I guess i dont really have a story, i dont look at it as one anyways. Its more a pain in the ass. I work over 80 hrs a week and i never get days off. I dont really have friends cause i aint got time to make any. i dont have hobbies because i have no time to persue them. i only feel like myself if im with a girl that i like, which in this town is hard to find a good one. i have extremely bad thoughts, i think about suicide at least 2 times a day and i find self inflicted pain to make me feel better and pain i inflict on others makes me feel good. i have a dont give a fuck atittude.

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I joined TOOLS because:
 i am having a difficult time in life and i have been debating suicide. i broke up with my gf cause i never saw her
You are offered your dream job. What job is it?:
 be a heavey equipment mechanic and rebulid big diesel engines off of oil rigs and work on cranes
My favorite wild animal is:
 a badger
Why (describe as much as possible):
 it is a solitary animal like me and has a big atittude for being so small and it fears nothing and backs down from nothing
My favorite domestic animal is (if you choose dog be specific with breed etc):
 a yellow lab
Why:
 they say dogs are mans best friend and all of my past dogs were always there for me and always cheered me up when i was feeling blue and i can talk to them and they listen and never judge
A famous Chef will prepare anything you want. What do you order:
 spaghetti
Why:
 its full of carbs and gets me a lot of energy
Five people either dead or alive you would have at your fantasy dinner party::
 my ex ashley, my new friend jessica, my best friends allen and nick and my brother ben
Why:
 they always seem to cheer me up and help me to forget all the bad in my life
If a pilot would fly you anywhere you want, you would go to:
 the north pole, the air is so clean there and its all close to heaven as u get and the stars are so clear and beautiful, its truely majestic
My perfect slice of pizza is:
 canadian bacon and pineapple on thin crust
You are at a bar. You order this drink:
 budweiser, its the king of beers and a bitch bomb-red bull, crown and peach schnopps
You are at a coffee shop. What coffee or tea do you order:
 sweet tea cause it is nasty when its plain
If a genie could grant you three wishes they would be (separate by commas):
 to have a house, have the vehicles i want, be out of debt
You are going on a long road trip and you can only bring three CD's. Which ones do you bring (separate by commas):
 marilyn manson- holy wood, metallica- death magnetic, five finger death punch- the way of the fist
If I could do anything for my neighborhood today, it would be:
 nothing i dont talk to my neighbors
A sunset I remember:
 standing atop a coal cilo at 220 ft in gillette wyoming looking out at the prairie on a winter day and the air is so clean and crisp and fresh and the snow glimmers from the light coming over the horrizon
Any character I could be from a movie, TV show or book would be:
 the increible hulk
Why:
 everyone would fear me and id have immense strenght and only one could calm me