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Birth Date: Wed, Feb 12 1992

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Hesperia California, United States (map)

I am: In Relationship

Schools: Victor Valley College

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Mon, Dec 13 05:10 PM

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My name is Logan Lehman, and I am in quite a large slump. I am 18, and I am an expectant father. I am scared, and happy at the same time, yet when I hear people just say "Oh...." and fabricate some half-smirk on their face, I know what they think.

I have had extreme OCD and Anxiety throughout my entire life. In stressful situations such as this, I understand this is quite the hinderance. I feel useless, I feel like I am going nowhere personally. I think I can honestly say I hate myself.

This is not what I want, I want to love myself. I want to find inspiration in the things around me. I want to wake up everyday and know that I am my own person and that I am proud of that, and that everything I see has beauty.

 

 

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tenaciousj tenaciousj:

You're In the Right Place

Welcome to TTL, Logan.  I don't know how you found the site, but you are most definitely in the right place.  It is all about learning how to love and respect yourself and then doing good things for you because YOU deserve them and YOU deserve to be happy.  A better you will absolutely make a better father.  Congratulations!!  Good luck on your journey. :)

tech1023 tech1023:

I think your pretty lucky

I'm in my mid thirtys and am struggling with addictions.  The most think i regret in my life right now is not having children.  Every year i get older, I think of maybe adopting or getting a serriget mother.  I would love to have a child of my own genetics.  This is my first day too, and I hope you have a better second one!

mike

Teenwolf90210 Teenwolf90210:

Blessings

I found this site two years ago and am struggling through the program. I have mild OCD and anxiety attacks that rear up from time to time. Tools has changed my life it's still a battle and sometimes I still have shitty days but the people here helped me to realize there are so many awesome things we take for granted everyday. Anyways... kids are awesome and you've got time. I have a step son I only see one or two days a week. He's given me all the motivation I need to go back to school at age 30. Take care man and stick with the program.