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Birth Date: Mon, Feb 02 2009

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Thu, Dec 10 11:08 AM

The Beginning

 

The Beginning

 

I’m not sure what to write here and I have doubt as to whether or not this will help or even work.  But I made a promise to myself and the ones I love to get help and I NEED to make myself into a better person.  I have tried to help myself alone and it was working for a while, but I run out of ways to improve myself and am scared of slipping back into bad habits.  I don’t want to be the negative person I was.  I want my wife to come back to me, I want to be happy with her again, but I need to address my problems first.  I want results immediately, but I understand that this will be a long road.

 

I am going to follow this program to the best of my abilities.

I am going to ask for help when I need to.

I am going to be positive about this.

I am changing for myself.

 

I have lost my wife.  I have lost my dog.  She left me everything that was mine and the house and cars.  She is a good person and no matter what happens in the future I am changing for myself.  I want her back and I want our life to be together.  These are my goals.  I know that I have to change for myself, but I need to have a dream.  This is a big goal, the chances are slim and the odds are against me.  But no matter what happens, I AM CHANGING FOR MYSELF.  I NEED TO BE A BETTER PERSON.

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sk8mom sk8mom:

be happy

you  can and well be happy and a better person you wrote it you told your self so be happy always. tell the beast inside to leave you.  do this all the time  and gave thanks I know you are good person Leslie

lostcanuck lostcanuck:

Thank you

Thank you

 

It’s comforting to hear from other people.  Thank you for your support.  It means alot to me.

coachgang coachgang:

Rock On!

Take control of what you need to.  Know everything about you...including all of the negative things.  Don't just squash them and hope they go away.  Learn why "the shadow" is there and investigate what it really is.  The more you know the easier it will be to recognize it and eventually control it and let it become less intrusive.  You have Tools behind you so that you can "change for you"! 

cheetah7712 cheetah7712:

This does work!

I am only on Day 7 and am already noticing that I have a more positive attitude and am taking control of difficult life situations that I either avoided before or didn't work at consistently. I have total faith that if I continue with this, I can get to where I want to be and SO CAN YOU! Even if you slip up, don't give up! Change is hard, but you will not regret the effort put into improving your life! We are all here to support you!