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Sat, Jan 14 02:56 AM

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It's been too long since I've visited Tools.  Somehow I know I've been avoiding it, I've done the 90 days before and I did gain a lot out of it, but I've let that knowledge slip away.  I don't feel that I'm the same person today that I was before I ever did Tools, yet I've been allowing some of those old tendencies slowly back into my life.  What is it about me that I just felt the need to throw in the towel?  But did I really give up if I found my way back here?  Shouldn't that be an indication to me that I'm down but not out of the fight?  I desperately want to believe it.  I know it's in there somewhere, that will to not give in... it has to be.  I feel so lost at the moment, or is it confusion?  Who am I, or who am I trying to be?  What is my goal for this life.  Well, maybe there is no right answer I suppose.  But I did read a quote that actually brought a smile to my face, and maybe points me towards the right direction:  "Life isn't about finding yourself.  Life is about creating yourself."-Goerge Bernard Shaw

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kmcm kmcm:

I hear you

You are right, you knew where to go and you know it helps.  I have the same problem, of not knowing who I am and struggle knowing what it is that I am supposed to do in this world.  I can become pretty discouraged in my quest to discover "it". 

Many times, I see people who seem to know where they belong, what job they need to do, clear on their purpose in this life.  I wish I could have some of that!

BUT, I can look back and see significant things I have done which at that time, didnt seem like much. Now, I see that there were things I did which meant alot to others.  Maybe I didnt get much out of it at the time, but when I realize what it meant to others, it brings more meaning.

Maybe we can't see our purpose. Maybe in creating ourselves, we do find ourselves. 

In any case, know that you are not alone.  Still, it is a beautiful world.  Absorb it and keep working the tools.  we can always learn more.

Hang in there.