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Birth Date: Wed, Dec 31 1969

Place of residence:
Somewhere A big one, Canada (map)

I am: Married

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Member Since: 10/22/08
Last Login: 02/22/10
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Program Progress: Day 57

lunagolden's Challenges:

End Internet Porn Use Support Group Challenge

End Porn Use II

End pornography use

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Personal Interests:

Music:

pop, rock, some country - female singers, upbeat singing and romantic fluff

Books:

Speculative fiction - Harlan Ellison, Sherri S Tepper Jeanette Winterson - Oranges are not the only fruit

Favorite Places:

Oceanside, up mountains, in forests, under water

I Want To See:

Great wall of china, Hawaii, Amazon basin, other planets with intelligent life

Hobbies:

Debating, laughing, loving

Activities:

Parenting, partnering, arguing

Sports:

Playing with my dog and my kids

Movies:

Scifi - Alien, most arnold movies, blade runner, star wars, etc. Chick flicks when they are good!

TV:

Hill street blues, Mash - see how old I am!

Heroes:

Ghandi, Sandino, all women who stand up for their freedom

I Want To Meet:

Spiritually advanced people; People who like to pun; Richard Bach

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Areas In My Life I Want To Work On

Skills I Am Interested In

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lunagolden's Life List:

I want to stop!

Go glasses free

Six pack abs and nice tight buns

Learn how to play piano, guitar and violin

Get the neck back to normal

Get the rest back to normal

Make 'em laugh!!!

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When one starts to flirt on the edge

I had lunch with a beautiful woman - a friend, but happily also beautiful. And I felt that familiar thrill of being alive and turned on...the one that leads me to look for more thrills once she has gone away. So I ask myself, is it best to avoid all situations like that so I am not tempti»

changing stress release patterns

So I know for sure that using porn was part of my stress management patterns - when I needed downtime or escape, it was there for me...and I for it. Now I have stopped (so far so good) but for the first time in my life, have these red dots along both sides of my chest...Dr. says they are manife»

The time it is a coming....

Its getting closer...the hunger, the urge. But today's focus on the inner voice is dead on! I know very well that when I am about to log on I am doing so against a " dont do it", or " dont go there" or " you'll be sorry!" And it is true.»

Staying on the wagon

I wonder how much this all has to do with rhythms...biorhythms - the waves of highs and lows - physical, spiritual, sexual, etc. Again, my concern is not staying true to my goal when it is easy, my concern is preparing myself when I know I will feel the " urge ". And I can see i»

Stay on target

Its so easy when its easy...with loving friends and family - for which I am eternally thankful !- but the challenge remains - when the outside stimulation ceases, can one resist? I suspect so. It is so ridiculous....there are people out there who work so hard to overcome all odds to pull »

physical manifestation of spiritual disgust?

Could be what I ate, or could be that yesterday I decided to really try to stop doing something that makes me hate myself....and have spent entire day feeling nauseous. Well, maybe as I make it to day 3 and 4, etc. porn free, my stomach will clear and so will my disdain for myself. »

Porn addiction and downward spiral

Here goes...I will give this program a try because I am living this dual lie - on one side I am committed to making the world a better place and focusing especially on challenging gender discrimination, while on the other, I am seemingly unable to stop looking occasionally at porn on the internet, a»

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