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Sat, Apr 04 01:06 PM

loosing it!

 I honestly don't know how much more I can take!!  I can't take being at my parents house any longer.  Things just keep getting worse.  The constant fighting and name calling is really getting to me.  I keep trying different lawyers to help me get off house arrest but I can't seem to get a hold of any.  I  tried one one line that's in my area,  hopefully I will hear something this week. they want me out as well,  but I'm sure it's no where near as bad as I want out.  I only get to see my boyfriend for the few hours on Sunday when he takes me to my NA meetings.  I feel as though I am a prisoner.  I am trying so hard to just ride this out but I have been here for 7 months now.  They keep turning  off the internet this is the first I have had it in a while and I have a feeling this won't last long.  I'm at a loss as what to do... 

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Bennyv507 Bennyv507:

relax

A few things, about your house arrest, keep in mind that time takes time. It will be over before you know it and its better than sitting in county.  Second, since your in NA call your sponsor and WORK the 12 steps.  If you do that your life will mello out I promise.  

mbteach57 mbteach57:

Hang in there,

this too, shall pass. Keep using Tools and stay positive. You can get through this but no one promised it wouldn't be hard work Smile

You can do it, keep going! You can do it, keep going!

Bride2Be Bride2Be:

blessings

make sure ur counting ur blessings. life might suck in some departments but u have so many things in ur life that should be ur focus. think positive. ur always blogging about the negative relationship with ur parents. what about the positive? ur parents took u in. ur almost off house arrest. ur cleaning ur act up. u have a wonderful and supportive boyfriend. just sit back and count and focus on them it will make life seem so much more worth wild.