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Sat, May 02 03:30 PM

another down fall

 Just when I think everything is getting better...yet another bump in the road!  I am no longer with my boyfriend...Apparently he is unable to commit to one woman right now...as it turns out he was with two hookers....one hes had or has feelings for!  I should have saw that one coming as good things just dont last for me right now.  I've been thinkin about getting high alot but I have managed to stay clean. so who ever seems to enjoy sending my blogs to my Drug and Alcohol counciler....sorry to dissapoint you, and no I didnt get in trouble for that either but hey kuto's to you for trying, and yes I prettty much know who you are.  Anyway had to get that off my chest.  As far as my living arrangement it's iffy right now though damn it's better than my parents house but then what isn't.  I haven't talk to them since I left which is sad but I also realize we can never have a healthy relationship.  I'm trying to pick up the pieces in my life right now but it is a struggle I'm going to TRY to stay friends with Chris because despite he unfaithfulness he has always been there for me and I really can't imagine not having him in my life...I guess we'll see how it goes.  He's coming over tomorrow...yikes. I don't know how that will be but he is going to take me to an NA meeting. Not much else goin on right now. just rying to keep my sanity!

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spyfox spyfox:

Hang in there !

Sounds like your in some major life battles like me. I just wanted to encourage you to continue to fight, use tools daily, and NA as well. I know addiction is a tough thing to battle... take it one day at a time.... for me sometimes 1 hour at a time. You will be stronger each and everyday as your sobriety continues. I hope things get better for you !!!

You're not alone You're not alone

jguritza jguritza:

STAY STRONG!

You're not alone You're not alone

 

You know have an opportunity to find someone who will love you for you! Hang in there!

kmcm kmcm:

Gee... Tough stuff

So sorry that you are going thru this.  Its not right and it isnt fair.  But... I want to let you know that I think that you have the right idea.  You sound like you are trying to move forward in regards to addiction.  Good for you. 

 

Getting rid of a few friends who just want to cause you problems would probably be a good thing too! 

 

Stick to the tools, take your time to go thru them at a regular pace and just keep looking for the opportunites you have to fix your life and get to the place you want to be. 

 

You are doing great.  Just think.... wouldnt it be nice to have a guy who is crazy about you?  My second husband was nuts about me.  He was the love of my life.  Never has anyone held me in such esteem!!  It was almost like every other word that came out of his mouth was my name.  Hang in there!

 

Keep doing great!!!!!