and the khaoss continues...... by mallory78 Self Directed Motivation Programs

Birth Date: Fri, May 26 1978

Place of residence:
stoystown pennsylvania, United States (map)

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Member Since: 02/10/09
Last Login: 08/31/10
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Work out 5 Days a Week

Quit Smoking

Situps

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all kinds except country

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don't read much

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anywhere with a good friend

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the Sistine Chaple

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music, baking, spending time with my boyfriend

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comedies, action, horror

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don't watch much

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mallory78's Life List:

to remain sober

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and the khaoss continues......

Things are all crazy AGAIN!!! Things got messed up about two weeks ago. I was with the girl I was living with in Walmart and she decided to shoplift a few things. Because I was with her I got charged too!! just a summery charge but none the less it is a bond violation! But instead of goin to jail they might possibly be sending me to a 28 day inpatient program. Also because her and I got in trouble together my PO decided I should no longer live there. Well before he could make a decision about where I should go my friends boyfriend decided to kick us both out! I was able to go to another friends house but unfourtunatly my friend Chrissy was sent to a homeless shelter by our PO. I'm just sick over everything! living here with my friends brooke and dwayne is actually better for me I should have camr here a long tme ago to tell the truth. they will definatly keep me straight. But my PO told them I would only be here for a few days so I'm guessing that I will be goin to rehab. I'm really nervious about goin. I don't deal with change very well. All this change her is makin me go nuts! but I have a really hard time being in situstions where I don't know my surroundings or the people around me I do have a bit of agoriphobia so yeah I am a lil terrified. I was hoping that they would let me slide on this one seeing how I wasn't the one stealing...i havent been able to talk to my lawyer yet and I really don't want shit to happen with out being able to talk to him first!! I sware the craziness is never goin to end. The app. I applied for in PGH is soon avalible they want me to come in for an interview but I'm still on this house arrest and everything else so I can't go! That was my way out! I'm going to see if they can just put me back on the list so that possible in the future I can still have a chance to move there. I'm so stressed out right now. i've been having bad chest pains all day...my anxiety isn't under control at all. I'm trying to take it one day at a time but it's getting really hard. I'm trying to stay positive...but thats hard for me to do too. At least I am in a better place as to where I am living but again I don't know how long I will be here. They did say they will let me come back after rehab. I guess all I can do is just take it day by day...