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Sat, Oct 20 12:00 AM

WHY? ... Because....

 

I had a great day yesterday. I threw away so much trash that has been cluttering my life. Today I am going to throw away even more. I have always said I hate dust collecting trinkets yet when I look around I am almost swamped by them now. 

 

but that is not the purpose of my blog today.

 

Girls are strange.

I have actually started a Vlog (video log) on my computer entitled just that. it details all the strange things that happen to me when I meet ladies.... and some of them are truly strange! 

 

Last night I went dancing.

 

yes I am 48, 125 kg (that's 275 pounds to those of you still using IMPERIAL measurements..... I don't get that either.... Americans fought the War of Independence against Great Britain yet they still use the imperial system of weights and measures that even the British have moved away from!)  

 

back to dancing... 48 years old (on the outside.... 18 on the inside) 125kg, (intelligent, well employed, a great cook, Multi-talented, loving, a good conversationalist, G.I.B, Own home Blah Blah) and I love hitting the dance floor in a nightclub and pumping it hard for about 4 hours straight. I am fortunately a good smiler and a relatively good dancer so I get to dance with many lovely ladies.

 

Last night I danced with a really delightful lady. She has been a quiet passion of mine for ages and we have danced often in the past.... but she always makes the wrong decision about men..... she always picks other men instead of me! Haha

 

None-the-less she and I dance together and we fairly SIZZLE on the dance floor. Everybody can see it and  I definitely FEEL it.

 

Such focus.

Such intensity.

 

I was even bold enough to invite her to lunch today (politely refused - "i have to do my washing" ... "you can use my washing machine!" I say, "hahaha you are so funny Mark").

 

So the music ends. we leave the nighclub together along with her Aunt, her neice her aunt's daughter and her male "cousin". standing around outside I offer to drive them home (i mostly drink water when I am dancing) when her phone rings and amongst the conversation I hear her say "I will call you when I get home darling"... her Niece explains it is her NEW boyfriend...... GRRRRR.

 

I have to say I tried to stay away from her last night because as much as I adore dancing with her, I hate feeling let down each time the night ends. But she kept coming to get me to dance with her, inviting me onto the dance floor with her sexy eyes, her flirtatious moves, the works.

 

She makes me lose my resolve.

 

DO I WALK AWAY, or hang around hoping for a sunny day? DO I JUST DANCE and give up on the relationship that I CRAVE? At the moment I feel like a puppy under the table waiting for scraps to fall on the floor so I can get them.

 

Help me ladies! Help me Alpha males. Help me Dating Gurus!

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# Tags: dating, dancing, passion, love, Desire, HELP PLEASE!

 

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BJ15 BJ15:

Find someone else

The lady is taken.  How would you feel if you were the guy at home while she is out dancing with other men?  If you pursue the relationship, and there is a "sunny day" you will be.

 

Find someone who can truly appreciate you and won't mislead you about her interest.

 

 

Dragoness Dragoness:

If your meant to be

I am a firm believer that if you are meant to be with her then it will happen..somday..maybe it's not right for the both of you just yet... you are each on your own journey and until your journey's cross then you each have to go your own way for now.

my path crossed my husband's so many times but it wasnt until 4 years ago that we were meant to be together. We just got married in april and it was worth the wait.. Just be patient but live your life.. don't sit around waiting.. life is too short.

Cathie Cathie:

I agree

Walk away and I would stay away....sounds to me like she is playing games......when the right ONE comes you will not have all these doubts......I know...

Cathie Cathie:

I agree

Walk away and I would stay away....sounds to me like she is playing games......when the right ONE comes you will not have all these doubts......I know...

AZangel99 AZangel99:

Walk? are you serious?

RUN. Don't walk.  If she were interested, trust me, YOU would be the one she says "darling" to....

 

 

Wordbird Wordbird:

I have to wash my hair that day

What got me is "I have to do my wash." 

That's a definite. It's the guys version of "I'll call you sometime." She is no way, not ever, going to go out with you.

 

Though she does enjoy dancing.

 

You said you get to dance with lots of lovely ladies. So I agree, go to a different club, avoid this "impossible dream," and pay attention to the lady who sincerely enjoys and is interested in you. You've probably passed her up several times, while your eyes were on the wrong prize.  

Wordbird Wordbird:

Out with the bad; in with the good

P.S. sometimes "intensity" is the RUN AWAY! RUN AWAY! sign. Smile Though others have  mentioned several others, too.

"A man reserves his greatest love not for the woman in whose company he feels electrified and enkindled, but for one with whom he feels tenderly drowsy."


Darn..forgot the author. Worth pondering though?  

 

CONGRATS on tossing all that clutter!  

marki_marku marki_marku:

Wow so much support! Thanks

Wow! So much support and gender mix is so interesting... no guys yet. I wonder if they would say "let it sizzle while it sizzles and when the Sizzle is gone move on".

 

You know ladies.... that tingle of excitement, the power of desire, the surge and urge of lust is an incredible motivating force for a man. It makes us feel strong, powerful and Masculine for a time and in this oh-so politically correct era that is a fairly rare thing because usually we are forced/required to keep it hidden, suppressed or even denied.

 

All through the week I play my sensitive  more feminine roles, Carer, single father, cook, cleaner, compassionate supporter to stressed out students.... but then comes SATURDAY....

 

I like to say my Saturday nights are when I can be a MAN. Pure and simple unadulterated MAN. Glorious Wonderful Strong (and yes sexual) MAN.

 

If I didn't feel that way I probably wouldn't work so hard on the dance floor and I probably would never get the exercise I so desparately need or the confidence boost I so strongly desire or the joy that gives me a lift and makes me smile right through the week.

 

Keep those comments coming! Oh and I hope I haven't offended you with my blunt honesty!

 

kind regards

 

Mark 

abdol abdol:

be aman just for one day

idont know what kind of ladis  she belive me  run &run try onther one .ha