I am young and energetic but I am unhappy with the way I feel and act.  Some people would probably never mention or assume that I was unhappy or feeling negativly, which pain's me to admit that I keep a lot of my feeling's bottled up inside. 

Entering the world with doubt and negative thought's has held me back the last few year's and I am trying to find my way through these vast forest's of anger, emotion, regret, guilt, and negativity. 

Having achieved and gained very much in my past, I regret the route I took and am slowly trying to accept my choices.  No one is to be blamed, as I put blame on other's, not even myself.  Negativity and hurt was heavily involved in my past and I see it in me day in and day out, hurting the one's I love most. 

It is very disappointing to see that I am becoming the person I disliked.  I have succeeded and failed at many thing's, as most people in this world do, but I am looking for there to be more successful stories than failure's.

Joining tools to life I am hoping to gain experience in keeping a positive attitude and keeping my present relationships and friendships postive as well.  I need to take control of my priorities and am hoping tools will help make my brain click into action.

Continue to treat the people I love with respect and honesty, as well as follow my creative side and not be afraid to try new thing's and follow through with them.