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Wed, Aug 22 12:00 AM

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 Last night before I went to bed I had an interesting thought come over me.  I imagined that I had everything that I ever wanted.  Great health, vast wealth, and the love of many.  I then tried to imagine what I would do with my days.  All I could think of was try to appreciate all that I had, since I had nothing left to accomplish.  It's funny because the feelings that I imagined having were the same as I currently have.  I have great health, not rich but do well and love my job, and have people who care about me.  My problem (or opportunity I should say) is finding what to do next.  I am very disciplined and I am usually positive, but what do I do when I don't know what to do next.  My inner voice says "Be patient", although it's been this way for some time and patience has never been my strong point. I am not depressed, just eager, fustrated, wanting life to turn the next corner so I can have something to go after.  I just feel Lost without purpose.

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You are never without a purpose

Imagine that you had all the things you dream about....nothing left to long for?  Couldn't your purpose then be to help others find their happiness...to give to them that which you have too much of?  I sure do want it all but I can tell you if I ever get "it" all, I can hardly wait to find someone else who needs it worse than I do.  That must be the reason we like to help one another out so much.  My dad used to say, "You never know where a road might take you...there are forks and sideroads...why, you might end up somewhere you never even dreamed of in the beginning"!  No matter how much good comes to your life, there is always "more" and the anticipation of discovering what more lies in store for you is the most exciting purpose I can imagine.

Is there something that you've always wanted to do...

But haven't gotten around to doing it yet? It could be learning a new language, a different type of dance, a musical instrument, even singing lessons. Have you ever wanted to write a book but haven't made the time to do it yet? Any childhood fancies?

You make me smile Do something you love or have always wanted to do~