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Mon, Jan 10 11:57 PM

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I haven't been around in a while, and haven't been doing ANYTHING to terribly good or healthy for my life or body. I was doing pretty good, and then the day before New Years, my Grandfather died unexpectedly, and I guess I just didn't deal with it to well. Most of my family live in the same small development, and I would get to see him almost every day, and he was doing fine as far as all of us knew,  and then all of a sudden I get a call that the paramedics are working on him and he's going to the hospital. A few hours later I found out that they had never been able to get any vital signs on him and that he was gone. I probably should have handled it better, but I didn't feel like doing shit after that day. I spent a lot of time doing nothing productive, and feeling depressed, and I still kind of do, but today I'm trying to at least do a few small things to get back on track. I know my Pap wouldn't want me to let this bring me down, so I'm gonna keep positive, and try and think of the good times we had, and be thankful that I got to spend the time with him that I did, and that my Son got to spend a ton of time with his Great Granpa. Hope all of you are doing well.

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melody33 melody33:

Oh my...

I'm so sorry for your loss.  :( 

n21981606 n21981606:

It takes time

Sorry to hear about your loss. It's understandable that after haveing that happen that you needed some time to your self. A good thing to note is that you did come back to this and it shows that you still have the drive and need to work on things. Even in tough times when things seem to smack you down you need to take some time and get your Life plan together. Hopefuly doing tools may take your mind off of what has happened and in the end may help you through it.

I offer my condolences and hope things turn out better in the times to come.

Puzzler Puzzler:

It's ok to grieve!

Sorry for your loss.  The mourning process takes time, and unfortunately we all have to go through it.  The reason you feel the way you do is because you are a great person.  You are a strong person and eventually the good memories will become stronger than how you feel right now.  Sending you a big squishy hug and lots of love.

r_keffer r_keffer:

I'm sorry for your loss

It's really hard.  I lost my Dad this last year too.  You just have to think of the good times you had & know that he would not want you to live in sorrow.  Be Thankful that You & Your son were able to spend a lot of time with him before he left.  The times you shared will be forever with you.  He's not gone, he's just now in your head & heart.

tenaciousj tenaciousj:

My Sypathies

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.  You were truly blessed to have a wonderful grandpa and he to have you.  He'll never really be gone as long as he lives in your thoughts and heart.  Hugs!

kawasakiDoll250 kawasakiDoll250:

welcome back :)

Im sorry about your loss but Im glad your back. :) Hope to see more of you. much love!

JadeDragon (canceled account) JadeDragon (canceled account):

Sorry

I'm so sorry about your loss but I DO know that you are strong and can get through this.