Well i grew up on a small farm. i was the average kid in the average click. played sports got along with others blah blah. parents were alchoholics which made things tough but i love them anyways and always. moved right after grad a day after left everything behind. went to a bigger town another province. worked at a grocery store my first dream job ha ha but honestly it was fun and i was young cute girls always. . Then changed job to better with dept. of highways more money and still slack but wasn't enough rolled into a welding shop one day with my uncle he helped me score the job. Well within time i climbed to some of the highest jobs a welder can score like right now i clear $10 000 a month. That should put you up and above and make you happy no no this bullshit thing called anxiety came into me life i ain't gonna let it destroy me. For what i got i should never feel that hot flash and heart pump stupidly. supporting Family, house at the lake, active lifestyle friends.  Theres a root to this problem what it is not sure doc say i need friends, family closer, a gf. Then i realize everyone i no is far aways and i work to much, ain't giving up my job. Says i have to much time to think and overwhelm myself. Well he could be right so with him and tools to life let the good times roll!!!!