I feel like I'm just going through life and there is no point to my day to day activities.  Have a pretty successful professional career but I'm really lacking anything positive in my personal life.  Extremely frustrated with coming home and having nothing to look forward i.e. relationship, hobbies, or etc.  I would really like to find something to put a positive note on my life.    

Has been full of emotional stress.  Lost my mother when I was 4 or 5 years old.  Grandmother and Father raised sister and myself.  Grandmother past away when I was 23 years old so all I have left in my life is father and sister.  Extremely thankful for my father and all of his hard work but he was never a loving father.  He has rarely said positive word to sis and me.  I have never been in strong relationship due to my emotional downfalls.