I'm currently a second semester senior in high school, trying my best to enjoy myself. It's difficult because I live in a small town where nothing except house parties busted by the cops happen. It sucks sometimes but I have a core group of friends. I've always had many interests but have never had the motivation or push to explore them fully. I want to draw, play the piano, play the guitar, read more, explore fashion, explore film, write critically of movies, music or books, be in incredible shape, sing professionally, and dance hip hop. If I ever could, I'd love to explore all of those things fully. I want to grab life by the horns now, I think I'm ready but just need the structure to do so. 

Since I was 9 I've been battling depression and anxiety, currently I have it under control with the help of therapy and medication, but I'd like to be able to ween myself off pills. I fell in love with the complete wrong girl: my friend's girlfriend. She had feelings for me too, but never enough to leave my friend. That took a huge toll on my life earlier this year.