ok so here we go, i have never really done a blog before, so im not all sure what im supposed to write... like a diary right? anyways i heard about this on the jason ellis show on siris 28 faction and he has always said how good it is. So i have decided to try it out, the reason why i am here is a few things, #1 my finances are down the tubes... I get bills and put them on the back burner, i used to be real good at these stupid things, and then i just got out of habit of paying, then the late fees come and then it snowballs, you know what i am saying... I just want to get all of my bills back on track, and to get out of the debt that i am in. its killing me really, i wish i could just win the lottery and be done with it, but i dont play the lottery and that would be more money down the drain.... speakin of that, thats another thing... i spend a lot of what i make on me and having fun... which life is short and you should have fun, but i would feel so much better about myself if i were to get back on track. and just pay everything off, but i dont have the money to do that. i really wish i didnt put myself in this situation, but its something that i really have to get out of. i have bills that i am drowning in, and i just need to do something about it which is why i am here.. i am hoping that if you are reading this you can give me some advice of what to do, how to do it, it seems like it would be so easy get a bill write a check send it, but i dont know what i have done to myself to not do this. so really this is why i am here, but i am also here cuz of relationships.... i want to have a solid one, but i dont at the same time... i feel if i do get into one, i wont be able to do what i want to do, go out mountain biking and kayaking whenever, like if i get into one, it will hold me back. i am kind of afraid to think that is going to happen, i dont want to just sit at home and do nothing that is not who i am or who i am goign to be. so yea thats about it with that, short and simple but not at the same time. soooo this is my first official blog that i have actually put some meaning into and actually want some feedback on. i think i am a good person, but i really just need to get on track, if not everything is just going to implode..
