Day 38

 Me again.  I haven't posted for a while, probably because I am kind of stuck and I am not sure why.  I am having trouble doing what I know that I need to do to get started on losing weight and getting fit.  I think I am afraid of making the commitment.  No, I don't know why and I can't figure it out.  I do this in life.  I come to something that I am not sure that I can do, or maybe I am afraid that I will fail, (not sure) and so I just don't so anything.  I think maybe I am afraid of changing??!!  I tried staying in one place in Tools because I thought that I shouldn't move on until I had overcome this "hangup" that I seem to have.  That didn't work, so now I am doing Tools again.  I think maybe I am on the verge of a breakthrough and afraid to go through.  Not sure but hopefully I get this figured out because it is probably the thing that is keeping me from being all that I want to be and having all that I want to have.  Has anyone else experienced this?

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Tags: hang ups, fears, goals, commitment