At the end now

 This is day 90 for me.  I honestly cant believe that I made it.  I have accomplished so much with this program.  My entire outlook on life has changed.  I am much more positive than when I started.  I am actually using all the tools I learned.  I have had some successes as well.  I have completed so many continuing ed. classes for taxes my head spins.  I also have taken a few classes on line.  I value myself and my time so much more than I used to.  I am much more confident and outgoing, which really surprised me.  I have lost weight and am now exercising every day.  I watch what I eat now.  I work around my house more.  I am now interviewing for a new position, something that has always scared me.  Now I am confident and relaxed, knowing that God will provide in his time.  I am actually coming off 6 weeks of receiving no money to live on, and have maintained a good attitude and my positive thoughts throughout.  Ok, I did get rather frustrated a few times.  But I know that God is in control and I am assertively taking the steps I can to change the situation.  I do my part and God does his.  I am also learning about budgeting and controlling my spending(admittedly the hard way). I am enthusiastically seeking work and I am enjoying meeting all the new people this is bringing in my life.  I know that this challenge is bringing me many opportunities I wouldnt otherwise have.  I have made my tapes and listen to them several times a day.  I meditate daily.  I am constantly affirming myself in a positive manner.  I am allowing others to be who they are, although I still have to work on accepting bad drivers.  Now if I can just get to the decluttering-so far all I have decluttered is people and weight.  My focus now needs to be decluttering my possessions.  I think I need affirmations and a tape to help...

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