Singing along with my inner voice

Today is shopping day - for music - and I wanted to tie that into an amazing achievement, using the "inner voice" tool.

For weeks, I'd been feeling that my relationship wasn't working - I was even using those words, "this isn't working" - yet, I continued to see him and continued to quiet my doubts.

Until this weekend, when I talked to him about how uncomfortable his checking out other women made me.

The talk rolled into a conversation about our relationship and when I asked him what he wanted and he again said, "I don't know" - that's when I knew right away what I wanted: a partner who knows what he wants. My inner voice sang through loud and crystal-clear.

And for once I listened. I ended it on Sunday morning, even tho it was painful to do. Even tho I cried all day yesterday from missing him - so much that my eyes were red and swollen.

I made the right decision, no matter the pain. I did something right for me, what I knew I needed to do.

I'm very proud of myself, especially with my history of fear of abandonment, where I would cling to any relationship because it was better than not being with anyone at all.

I trusted in myself and listened to my inner voice, and now I'm the one singing a happy, joyful tune!

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