35 days ~ holey jeans batman

If I had started tools with the goal to make it to day 35 I never would have done it. I started with the attitude of lets just check this out, then it was I wonder what coach is going to say today, then it became a goal everyday day, to log in. It has taken me since February to get to 35 days, but that’s ok. I don’t move on to the next day until I grasp the day I a on. Sometimes I just log in, read blogs, listen to a podcast, or go back and re – read something from a previous day.

It is having an impact on my life. I am more focused, and more productive at work and at home. I will continue to do the work.

I have noticed that I am more aware of people that do not see life as an opportunity. It is hard for me to listen to my girlfriends complain or make excuses. I recognize where they are and can relate, but don’t allow myself to get sucked in.

When I started tools I thought it would give me the magic answer to unlock myself to work out, quit smoking, have a better relationships, or just to learn how to be happy. I know that there isn’t a magic answer, and instinctually I always knew that there wasn’t, and I am ok with that. I am not looking at people anymore and thinking ‘I wish I had her___’ or ‘how can I be as happy as him’ or ‘it isn’t fair that they always get _____’. Instead I focus on what can I do today to make my life better or is what I am doing right now the best thing I can be doing right now. My little voice is a wise, strong woman who has my best interest in mind.

Thanks to all that have commented on my blogs, or sent me messages of encouragement. We all try to keep a positive outlook, but this community is a safe place to put it out there, and it helps me move on to the next day.  

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