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Birth Date: Tue, Jun 26 1973

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Sun, Mar 08 09:57 PM

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 Today is the day that I find myself. I had a long talk with my husband today for the first time since we seperated. He is a changed person and I want to find myself so we can make this work. I hope that I can . I actually hate myself right now. I am an ugly person. How can I take care and love my family if I cant even love myself.....

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Sorry you are going through such a difficult time.  I know how bad you must feel. However, it is possible to find the wonderful qualities you do possess but can't yet acknowledge.  Tools will help you reflect and find the courage to train yourself to act and think more positive.  Welcome.

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I can relate to what you are feeling. I am a master at self loathing. That is the main reason i joined tools. All the other stuff (for me) is secondardy (smoking, weight, anger,goals) all is because i havent know or liked my self in a long time. Tools is helping me alot. Somedays have been very hard, I have done alot of soul searching and deep reflection.

 

Trust that you are powerful and have choices. Do the program. I am 19 days in and i feel like a flower that is springing up after a long drought.

 

We are all here, and all can relate to the place you are in.

 

Breathe in and out - Today is a great day!

 

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